arghh!!!

Buruan nafsu tak melibas cinta yang ada.
Seandainya dunia hanya sejengkal saja,
ku tafsirkan mata itu dengan lega,
kamu menguras hasrat dengan warna merah menyala ,
dan,
kita bertemu di titik tengah dengan bara dipuncaknya.

*lost in lust, wif my twin soul*

stupid cheating conclusion!

“He is cheating on me”
Why?
“Huaaa, why you ask?”
curiousity, sighh...
“With her assistant, ahhh, I should know it”
Hei, you are cheating also, rite? Why you are being mad at him?
“But he is cheating on me.”
But you are cheating also.
“But he doesn’t know if I’m cheating on him”
Hmmm, does it make you could be mad at him?
“Off course!! Because I know.”
If he knows that you are cheating also, then?
“Hmmm, I could tell that I do it because he did it first”
But you do it before he is cheating on you
“Yeah. Does it make me like a b#**h?"
Nope. Perhaps. Hmmm,,,
“Why?”
Is there anyone in this world ever be really really faithfull in his/her relationship? Why cheating seems like a sin from hell?
“Make sense.”
Well, cheating happen for a reason.
“Such as?”
When you are in a relationship, you want both of you could play a different role everytime. In one time, you want your partner to be your lover, then perhaps sometime you want him to be a big brother, next time, both of you in a same portion as a discussion partner, hmm,, and then he could see you also as his trully best friend.
“………” (Confused)
Perhaps just perhaps, when he thinks that you are his best friend that is the time when he thinks he could be cheating. Because you are just his friend. Stupid conclusion yeah?
“Yeah, so stupid.”
I know. Lets just ditch the one nite stand and get settled.

postpone the death

These couple of days my friend feeling not healthy. He feels that he is going to die.

Mark: dear, my dear,,, im going to die.
Me: stupid.
Mark: yeah, but i think im going to die.
Me: sigh. Coz of what?
Mark: thinking of you.
Me: have u already taken your med?
Mark: you are my med.
Me: now i think im the one who is going to die.
Mark: how come.
Me: coz you punch me in the heart. i cant breath now.
Mark: oh dear. You know u still not loving me back. It makes me sick.
Me: so die lah. You told me that many times.
Mark:...........
Me: Ok then, if you gonna die, I wish that God would give you the best sit in heaven.
Mark:............
Me: already die now?
Mark:.............
Me: dont forget to bring your cellphone, to tell me whether you already safely arrived in heaven or not,,,and if you can’t call me then send me a sms or email me. hei, already die? Seriously?
Mark:.......
Me: hmmm,,, ok, then dont forget to remember our beautiful time together,,,
Mark:........
Me: Mark,,,i think im gonna miss you,,, dont leave me.
Mark: think im not going to die.
Me: why?
Mark: I postpone it because you dont want me to leave you. I could die at anytime but think i have to wait till you love me back...
Me: yeah, I already told angel of death if someone named Mark come, plizzzz reject him and send him back to earth.
Mark: i know exactly that you would be feeling so lonely if im not around. You need me la.
Me: stupid but rite.

my shout to Paris

Paris!!!
do take care of my soul.
bring him back to me alive and still freaksolutely in love with me.

*tu me manques.

Kangen.

Kangenku seperti kehilangan buku kesayangan yang belum habis kubaca.
Saat menemukan bagian paling menarik,
Mendadak, bukunya dipinjam teman.
Itulah rasaku padamu. Kangen. Titik. Tidak lebih, tidak kurang.

so called "home"

from thousand lips who said “dear”,
from thousand arms which hug with care,
from thousand footstep which we spent,

I just need one to whom I could kiss as a “home”,
to whom I could hug as a “home”,
to whom I walk with and I feel “home.

…is you as my home.

aku pulang

Laut aku pulang.
Aku rindu sejukmu,
Menawar apa yang tak tertawar lagi di riuhnya debu ini.
Aku rindu deburmu,
Tak kuasa lagi menunduk tak berujung melawan badai ini.
Aku rindu airmu,
Panasnya seperti tak kunjung henti.
Laut aku pulang.

merasai resah

Lukisan putih bersemu nilamu bisa jadi saksi!

Bila malam itu,
resah ini mulai tipis seperti selembar kain sutra itu.
dan,
mata mulai berbinar seperti kunang-kunang waktu lalu.

tempo yang tak ragu

kubuka piringan lama itu,
dan kutemukan lagu untukmu.
Seperti nada yang tinggi dan rapi,
Membuatku berjingkat dan menari.

dan sekarang,
Kutemukan nada baru di lagu itu.
Tempo itu menyertakan aku.
Dengan tiga tangga nada dan detakan yang tak ragu.

Hingga, lagu itu tak lagi untukmu.
Lagu itu untuk ku dan kamu.

*(kepada siapa yang kuingin dia singgah)