29 April 2008

sepertinya ajaib...

Ajaib..
ada yang aneh kali ini.
seperti bunga matahari yang mekar di salju.

Ajaib..
pasti akan terjadi sesuatu yang ajaib.

disaat mata tak kuat menahan lelah,
tubuh laksana bambu yang terus menerus diterpa angin,
dan rasa yang hilang ditelan kosong,
bisa jadi ini memang ajaib.

Malaikat yang baik hati,
biarkan ajaib ini berakhir dengan pendar mata,
tegapnya raga,
dan penuhnya rasa.

28 April 2008

sedekat ini atau sejauh itu?

jika selangkah berjarak hanya seinci,
rasanya seperti seribu langkah harus kulalui.

jika memang harus kupacu secepat ini,
mungkinkah kan ku dapati?

...you never know

She asked me sumthin funny but though kinda tickle me “how do I know that he is someone that I really want?”

Fyuihhh, darling, you are asked to the wrong person, I’m still single and still though don’t find any delicate soul to feed my long lost soul. Why you asked anyways?

Sist, you know there is someone that always brings you back and it never takes too long?

Yeah, then?

Argh, why I never feel so in love to him? Why sometime he makes something better better so bad, or makes me happy and sad at the same time.

So, what do you want, sist?

Don’t have any idea.

Ah, then you have to find it first. After you find what you want, you can come back to me and complain about him.

I really want to know what I want. How?

How? You are the only one who know, if you don’t, save it to the never new year resolution. There is only one solution here. Love! Fall in love is just the starter. After you love him, you will find out, there is no so happy nor so sad. Everything just happened like it used to be, and you will find that both of you are in the perfect fit.

Sist, you still though give me insight. Yeah. I should try it first yeah.

Off course. Never judge him anyways. You are not a perfect person, also. Me, whuaaaa, me, never ask me. i know what i want but he still doesn't know what he wants.

Sist, you know exactly what he wants. A perfect life! Meaning, wealthy, wealthy, and about woman? hmmm, he has plenty. he he he.

He he. or could be just not woman, man also. Who knows. In one part, you already find a great man but you don’t know whether he is the one or not, well for me that is not a big issues anyways. And in the other part, though I know what I want, I’m still here, standing tall, no solution.

Lemme repeat, my question again “how do I know that he is someone that I really want?”

The answer is “you never know”.
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Because you just know how you feel and if you start willing to make him happy and smile that is the sign that you are falling in love. Then, if you feel there is no happy nor no sad, but everything seems in perfect fit, that is the sign that you find a delicate soul to fill your long lost soul.

To whom I wrote this, you always have “home” in me.

26 April 2008

hingga kini, selalu 'mu!

pakai bajumu,
tanggalkan kenanganmu,
rapikan daftar panjangmu,
sampaikan padaku.
tanpa ragu.

Tunggu aku.

kamu tahu,
aku tersenyum untukmu.
hanya saja kamu ragu.

senyum ini hanya untukmu!!

beratus sms yang kukirim untukmu,
sapaan pagi yang kuruntuhkan pada keningmu,
dering telpon yang kutujukan untuk suaramu,
'mu! untukmu.

senyummu ini hanya untukmu!!

jadi,
akan basi tanya lagi dan lagi,
'benarkah ini?'.

How could you?

How could you say that I forget you?
How could you say that I’m a playgirl?
How could you say that you just a fling for me?
How could you say that I’m always wif guys, guys, guys?
How could you say that?

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How could you say that I’m a playboy?
How could you say that I forget you?
How could you say that I don’t miss you?
How could you say that I’m always wif girls, girls, girls?
How could you say that?


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just stop saying "i know you" to each other.
we never know the ending of what-so-ever whatever will be will be.

13 April 2008

aku ingin mimpiku!

kirim kembali janjimu itu,
lewat belah paha yang kau lewatkan melalui ciummu.

ku butuh mimpiku,
yang pernah terisi dengan gautan jari di balik kaca waktu itu.

hampirkan dengan tertanda dirimu,
"pencuri mimpi!"

hei, jangan diam dan tak bergeming.
pergi sajalah.

"dasar penjahat!"

untuk senja

Sedang kucari senja yang tentram di lekuk matanya,
Senyaman awal bertemu dan menukar senyum saat bersapa.

Sedang kuraba senja yang penuh di sudut bibirnya,
Semisal tak ada kata utuh namun desahnya menyapa.

Sedang kurapal mantra untuk retaskan pada senja.

07 April 2008

a crossroad

We met,
We share.

I listen to you,
You listen to me.

I dance with you,
You dance with me.

I lay on you,
You lay on me.

I shout out to you without reason or with reason,
You shout out back to me without reason or with reason.

I smile to you,
You smile to me.

I work, work, work, work,
You work, work, work, work.

I sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep,
You are awake for the sake of what-so-ever.

I’m awake for the sake of nothing,
You are stranded in drink, drink, drink.

We met,
We share.

I listen to you,
You try to listen to me.

I dance with you,
You try difference dance with me.

I try not to lay on you,
You try to still lay on me.

I keep silent,
You are going nowhere.

I find it hard to smile,
You still not recognize it.

I work and pretend to be a hard worker.
You work, work, work, work.

I’m awake for nothing
You sleep with something

I miss you
You miss me too by the way.

We met,
We share.
We sleep.

We met.
We share.
We slap to each other,
for the sake of what-so-ever.