"the goddamn lucky bastard"

What is anyway those title means ?

Is it applied when we get what we want ( off course ) and if we doesn't get what we want then we can't call ourselve "the goddamn lucky bastard" ?.

Perhaps you just "the goddamn lucky bastard" by not getting what you want because you just might be stronger than you know and you deserve better ! Universe will compile to give you what you want..if you really want to !

Then next problem will reveal, if I already get what I want then it turned that "what I want" is not exactly "what I want"... (it might happen not like what we expect).

Oh, then should that tag still applied on us -the goddamn lucky bastard-.

Ah! Perhaps what you get is exactly what you need not what you want, and someday it will turn to be what you want. (confusing hah!).

talking about life and all those sanity inside, all those hope inside, all those sacrificing and all those happiness, is a never ending story !


What I hope now is,
regarding to financial crisis (plizz make euro not more than 10,000 IDR and the moron UU Pornography,
I just wish I always can wake up in the morning by knowing that I'm surronded by love, passion, respect and also lust ! = )

regards,
sekar