...you never know

She asked me sumthin funny but though kinda tickle me “how do I know that he is someone that I really want?”

Fyuihhh, darling, you are asked to the wrong person, I’m still single and still though don’t find any delicate soul to feed my long lost soul. Why you asked anyways?

Sist, you know there is someone that always brings you back and it never takes too long?

Yeah, then?

Argh, why I never feel so in love to him? Why sometime he makes something better better so bad, or makes me happy and sad at the same time.

So, what do you want, sist?

Don’t have any idea.

Ah, then you have to find it first. After you find what you want, you can come back to me and complain about him.

I really want to know what I want. How?

How? You are the only one who know, if you don’t, save it to the never new year resolution. There is only one solution here. Love! Fall in love is just the starter. After you love him, you will find out, there is no so happy nor so sad. Everything just happened like it used to be, and you will find that both of you are in the perfect fit.

Sist, you still though give me insight. Yeah. I should try it first yeah.

Off course. Never judge him anyways. You are not a perfect person, also. Me, whuaaaa, me, never ask me. i know what i want but he still doesn't know what he wants.

Sist, you know exactly what he wants. A perfect life! Meaning, wealthy, wealthy, and about woman? hmmm, he has plenty. he he he.

He he. or could be just not woman, man also. Who knows. In one part, you already find a great man but you don’t know whether he is the one or not, well for me that is not a big issues anyways. And in the other part, though I know what I want, I’m still here, standing tall, no solution.

Lemme repeat, my question again “how do I know that he is someone that I really want?”

The answer is “you never know”.
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Because you just know how you feel and if you start willing to make him happy and smile that is the sign that you are falling in love. Then, if you feel there is no happy nor no sad, but everything seems in perfect fit, that is the sign that you find a delicate soul to fill your long lost soul.

To whom I wrote this, you always have “home” in me.