rintiknya gemericik,
tik, tik, tik...

hampir membentuk ritmik,
setengah nada.

hampir seperti lirik,
layaknya berfrasa.

rintiknya mulai gemericik,
dan sebaiknya titik saja.

titik,
tanpa koma ?

kamu, debu dan menjemukan

berdebu,

maaf,
kolomku tidak ada daftar yang berdebu.

maaf (lagi),
tidak menerima daftar baru yang menjemukan.

membosankan.


*tutup buku (yang kesekian kali)*

for the courtesy to my favorite poet

RABU, JUNI 09, 2010
from www.hujanrintik-rintik.blogspot.com

Seharusnya
Sekotak coklat,
terbelit menyilang pita merah muda,
tergeletak di sudut meja,
seharusnya itu untuk kamu.

seikat mawar,
dua puluh tujuh batang,
terjurai satu per satu,
seharusnya itu hadiahmu.

cincin emas putih,
bersemanyam di jari manis kananmu,
berkilat penuh pesona,
seharusnya itu mewakili hatiku...


*love the words, love the poem*

an old broken box

People are busy dreaming bigger, executing the big plan and it has to be out of the box.

Do we really need to think out of the box ?
Do we really want to dream bigger ?
Do we really need to do big things ?

We are busy looking outside of the box without knowing what is inside the box.

Do we really take care what inside or when everything is getting not right, we just want to jump to another box and leave the broken box ?

People thinks if they move out into new box, they will be happy. Will they ?

How many collections of an old broken box we have ?
Can we come back and re-decorate it ?


*Nareswari in a skeptical mind*

we just can't stop thinking because we think we have to arouse our mind.

are we a slut to our own mind ?

Thank you for the heart !
We are not in love !

We are a fine matter of heart.

I promised to every heart beat that I have thrown away,
I will keep the first butterfly that is stranded in my stomach.

so bite me,
what's in a kiss ?

between lust and lust,
can a tounge whisper a raw romance ?

a problem delayed is a problem denied.

but, once again,
what is problem anyway.

bukan lezat

mata ini melihat bungkus merah,
berpita panas,

kotaknya terbuka,
isinya coklat indah,
sayangnya dilidah sama saja.

you

The all missunderstanding between us,
is what I missed about.

words

words are words,
since passion get its place.

lips over lips,

words are words,
until last with lust.

e-novel !

my e-novel with Lishia Erza. Xx.

bus komunal

normalnya aku ketinggalan bus komunal budaya.
tetapi,
seperti kata budaya,
bentuk sendiri saja budaya.

normalnya sekarang,
aku tidak akan ketinggalan bus usia.

busku bagus,
lagipula nyaman.

lebih baik kutunggu saja sembari menyesap kopi dan membaca buku.


'budaya menikah yang kuperbarui usianya'

bilik nafsu

nafsunya kali ini seakan menampar dada.

tak terkira hebatnya hingga betapa kata "tidak akan"
dapat berubah menjadi "akan".

telanjangnya kali ini tak sekadarnya.


'malam'

I'm sufficient

HAPPINESS is about being TRULLY SUFFICIENT :

when you are alone without feeling lonely,
when you are jobless without feeling meaningless,
when you are single without longing for lover,
when you are in a relationship without feeling single,
when you are no-money without feeling poor,
when you are a dream catcher without feeling as a loser,
when you are in argument without feeling hartred,
when you are sad without feeling despair,
when you are in love with someone without too much thinking.

: I'm proud to say that I am sufficient :
I'm ridicilous, silly, witty, stupid, yet I'm a trully happy survivor.

It's time for the red

Not the first,
perhaps the best.

"The things you can recall is only the black and white in your life,
the dot black has to be gone and the white sheed has to be filled,
I'm putting my red's and my grey's, always."

Not the most beautiful moment,
perhaps the strongest time.

"My red has been there,
my grey always follows it."

Not the greatest lust ever,
perhaps the most notion passion ever.

"I can't erase the red, it's in there
but I can change the grey, it's in here."

It's me who is always here with the grey,
and looking for the red.
Now it's time for the red.

"It's time for the red."

Happy Honeymoon !!

a few days ago I recevied a gift from my best friend who lives so far away from my place... thanks for the gift ! ;-) (finally i write something - again - about you in this blog).

Honeymoon with my brother...
A story of Wisner who get dumped by his gf just before their wedding vow ! Sad ? surely but it push him to go into the opposite direction of his life he finds his life... :-)

Honeymoon.
What is honeymoon ?

vacation with our significant other, make love, have fun, and finally loving more more to each other.

so, there are 3 points has to be there :
1. significant other
2. vacation
3. love

really ????
is it true that someone who is single and happy can't have a honeymoon ?? damn, poor me then. :-)

then again,
I have those 3 points :
1. vacation plan
2. love myself
3. significant other = friends, life, family and myself.

Honeymoon for single ? ABSOLUTELY !!

and the result is I can love myself more and more !! ;-)
well, my other friend will say that this writing is sooo womanish ! but yeah...

honeymoon with ourselves isn't about "a me time..."
honeymoon is when you go far beyond from your routine for a quite sometimes...
do amazing thing, makes you laugh, makes you happy and have a good moment here and there... and for a while you are born again to be someone that you are willing to be.

then, my last honeymoon would be....
my last trip to Singapore !! and the best honeymoon trip I've ever been is...hmmm, Australia in 2008... :-)

so, where is my next honeymoon destination ??
hmmm...hard to tell but I'm opened to any opportunities :-)

HAPPY HONEYMOON !!

cherio,
Sekar

doa malam ini

ijinkan lembar berikutnya akan terpampang senyum,
ijinkan judul halamannya merah hati,
dan
ijinkan catatan kakinya akan bahagia.

tulus.

selalu (lagi)

sudah kutetapkan.

tujuh hari seminggu,
selalu.
tidak hanya pekan lalu atau pekan depan.

selamat pagi,
selamat siang,
selamat malam.
selalu.
tidak hanya hari kemarin atau hari besok.

sudah kutetapkan.
selalu.

tak terelakkan

jika orang bilang rindu itu tak bikin jenuh.
ah,
seratus persen tak terelakkan.

jentik-jentik didada.
kecil,
berirama,
seperti dentum kecil dan kunang-kunang pembawa cahaya.

terbang kian kemari.
seperti tak ada arah.

kecil,
berirama,
ah,
seratus persen tak terelakkan.

tetap (selalu), pintaku.

bagiku,
kamu seperti kotak kado yang berpita merah,
yang belum kubuka.

diatasnya tertulis, memang untukku.

manis,
menyenangkan,
bahagia.

belum kubuka.
belum kubuka (takut).
belum kubuka (takut tak suka).
belum kubuka (takut perih).


kamu seperti kotak kado yang berpita merah.
menawan.
tapi belum ingin kubuka.

biarlah tetap (selalu) tertulis untukku.

Hallo my X'mas Whislist ! Welcome my Feb' Whislist !!

My Christmas whislist :

1. Le noir pump Jimmy Choo and the YSL bag. (COMPENSATED BY A GREAT WATCH!)
2. A new home in January (CHECKED !! MORE THAN BEAUTIFUL HOME)
3. A great time in Singapore for new year's with old and new friends. (CHECKED !! AN AWESOME HOLIDAY !!)
4. A lovely X'mas dinner with family (CHECKED !! ;-) SUPERBE LA DINNE)
5. The last : My man (WILL REPLY ON THIS NEXT WEEK !) ;-)

*not too much to ask !*

MY FEBRUARY WHISLIST :
1. A new "home" in February
2. A great super project yet challenging


* really this is not too much to ask! *

here and there

it was,
too good,
too match,
too dangerously beautiful.

it is,
too nice,
too bad,
too amazingly stunned.

now,
too flat.

later,
crossing finger.